20130624 in Pretoria

Today's worship was extra ordinary. I felt a stretch. One goal i set after this worship is that I really need more truths and songs to build up my foundations.

In today's worship, we meditated on The Lord overcoming all things and siting on the right hand of God and the blessing of it. It is really amazing. We might not realize the blessing of it or didn't meditate how great it is. I realize the preciousness of God's heart. His love plan is from everlasting to everlasting. From the beginning when God started to plan and discuss to in eternity where our glory is known throughout the whole universe. God has always wanted us to be glory and be like The Lord. It is just that Men degrade their own value. Man is created to be like The Lord to enjoy all the blessings. This kind of glory is really indescribable.

I really need to spend more time to realize my own identity more!!!! I am soooo glorious!

20130619

I am already half way through my trip!!!
So far, it has been amazing. I felt like I have relived all the main event of our Church History.
I feel that I am very blessed to be in this movement!

20130616

Short wall with The Lord

Song : "O Lord, thank you for you've brought me to Vancouver"

Lord thank you that You've prepared my life even before I know it. Thank you I can have the journey here in Vancouver. I thank you that You've always treasured me and You helped me to treasure you. 

I thank you for those days when I don't have work so I could join more meetings and gatherings. I treasure that I got to know how to experience you, how to have a life with brothers and sisters, how to worship, and draw near to You. If I didn't have that year jobless, I wouldn't be what I am today. 

Thank you for always listening to my prayers and giving me what I need at the right moment. 

Thank you for letting me go on mission trips. I really thank you for all the support from my parents, friends, and brothers and sisters. 

I realize more and more that you want to use me. I thank you for all those whom you have put into my life. They have blessed me and taught me very valuable lessons. Although sometimes I might not treasure them as much as I should, but you never give up on me. 

Lord I do not know where you will lead me tomorrow, but I treasure that I can follow you and your will! 

I really treasure my life. 

While in Pretoria, South Africa 

20130603

Songs of Solomon 6:13

Lord you admire me in every way~ 

Thank you for your praise~

"What would you see in the Shulamite"

Lord help me to live out a life that You desire me to have~! 

20130602

This morning when I woke up I had a thought - in the past when I go out on mission trip I feel so free and excited because I can go with my friends. This morning I had a different feeling. I feel like I don't know what's ahead. With my own passion for His work, choosing to go for Him, feeling many uncertainty... I kind of feel what Violin feels. Going to places that are unknown with little local support, not knowing what will happen, waiting for the Lord's guidance... I feel the same. But then Abba confirmed to me that He is in control. The Lord also confirmed that it is His work also~ 

I treasure that I can go for Him! 

20130601

Sat

Ps22:26

Our heart - motive and condition 

All our practices trains our heart to be in condition.

Realize theLord. 

Realize the trinity God.

We need to be balance. We not just walk put a certain truths, but we need to walk out all the truths. 

1peter 2:4-5

Most importantly is is our heart alive to God. 

If you're living you will the. Have response.

1) give thanks - to a point that you are joyful and will shout for joy.

    - choose topics that has been bothering you ( see The Lord before you see the thing that bother you), things that are ordinary

2) talk to The Lord from your heart, sweet talk

Partner pursue 

Open heart and share what needs to improve. Remind one another.