20130529

Lord I treasure our relationship. I am Your darling and You are my beloved. Thank you for the book of Songs of Solomon. I treasure Your love to me~ so fresh, fervent, passionate~ You are my love!

20130528

(Songs of Solomon 4)

I am the Lord'a greatest enjoyment. He appreciates my words to Him, for it is pleasant to His ears. He appreciates my eyes, for they captures His. He appreciates my smile, for He is sweetens by it. He appreciates my songs, He is ravished by my heart. 

I am the Lord's greatest enjoyment. In good times and bad times, He enjoys my love to Him.

Night worship

So precious to be united to the fountain of all the good things. I will have no lack but much satisfaction. 

20130526

Father, You need me most. 

I am more than a creation, You don't treat me as Your second son but You cause me to be born of You.

Thank you for sending your son so I can know You and my own identity. 

You really want me to gain the best father's love. 

Lord, I am really touched that you became a man for me. No friend are willing or even able to live for a life for me. But you came as a perfect Son of Man and lived a life for me. All that you did and went through was for me. You even went through death. 

20130522

I remember when I was young, I wondered why memories are so important. They always seem to be so painful to remember. I know I used to focus on negative things but sometimes it is not a voluntary action to take those memories out and wave them around.

It definitely did not feel good when someone reminds me of past shadows. I know that person didn't mean to or meant it to be a joke but the feeling is there and it's unavoidable. I relied on the Lord at that moment but it was really difficult. At that moment I really ask the Lord why I have those memories and why I have this kind of personality.

Memories are there for me to enjoy. Memories are there for me to avoid ... repeating mistakes.
Memories are there for me to improve.

20130520

Abba, I treasure to have you as my Father. You know me more than anyone else. Even before I tell, You know how I feel. I may not be the best in expressing myself but You understand me. 

20130519

Lord I really enjoy the truth that I am saved and You washed me whiter than snow! I am even reborn by the Spirit! 

This is truly amazing!

20130518

Morning ~

Lord, how could I not give thanks.
When I think of the people that you put in my life, some are easy to be with, some give difficult comments, some have no motivation, some are full of life... All these are to mould me.
If you did not give me all these i'd never learn what i've known now.

One think I give thanks is how my parents are. Although I understand that people's character are affected by many factors like genetic influences and where they grew up, but their character and personality help me see the greatness of the Lord as a Man. I just want to be like the Lord.
I learn to not mind too much of what bothers me from others. If it is me that needs to learn, then I try to improve~

Night~ 

Love is when you love and you put your all in it.

Love is also when you don't feel like it but you still do it because you know it's right.

20130517

Friday night

Lord, thank you for giving so much in my life. My greatest blessing is that I can share with other people. Lord, help me to treasure that I can bless others. I want to improve and be transformed!

20130514

Father, you treasure this affection the most. You use all things to explain your father's love to me. Not even all the Fathers in this world can be compared or explain your father's love. Thank you for sending Your Son so I know my true identity!! 

20130506

Love is not just relying on and trusting each other, it is also trusting that The Lord can cause all things to work together. Men cannot rely on themselves. No matter how strong they are, men will fail if without God. Love without God is just empty, lust, no direction... Only if we learn to love God and experience His quality of love then we know how to love.

20130506

Morning DNTG

"Lord, who is more lovely than yourself?
You are worthy of my love.
Although You are self sufficient, all knowing, You did not look upon my weakness and see that I will fall and go away from you. You did not complain about men's weakness and even their misunderstanding about You. Yet, You love me fervently, patiently and steadfastly. You satisfies my heart. You see and focus on the joy ahead, my potential, my strength! Lord, there is no one that can love me as You do. Thank you for never giving up on me!"