I remember when I was young, I wondered why memories are so important. They always seem to be so painful to remember. I know I used to focus on negative things but sometimes it is not a voluntary action to take those memories out and wave them around.
It definitely did not feel good when someone reminds me of past shadows. I know that person didn't mean to or meant it to be a joke but the feeling is there and it's unavoidable. I relied on the Lord at that moment but it was really difficult. At that moment I really ask the Lord why I have those memories and why I have this kind of personality.
Memories are there for me to enjoy. Memories are there for me to avoid ... repeating mistakes.
Memories are there for me to improve.
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